Friday, January 18, 2008
when i was a young kid
I dont know exactly why some things happened to me when I was a child now that I look back on it. I cant remember the exact thoughts or how it felt when i had such a great imagination. Although I will never forget this one thing. It happened every night before bed, right after my mom would shut off the lights. Suddenly.... creatures would start to appear. Not nice friendly creatures either. Creatures I feared. Snakes, spiders, would be slithering up my sheets. They looked as if they were real, but I never touched them. Sometimes I think it was a creation in my mind. It wasnt even like a dream. I was awake, and they would be moving closer and closer to me. Id look on my floor and theyd all be slithering everywhere. Also, I would have these moments where I'd shut my eyes and then when I'd reopen them, I would be somewhere else, like I was stuck on another planet. One time I ended up at this jazz party with the same music as I had heard off of a computer game I had actually been playing in real life. It was freaky. I had a baby coming towards me, and I was about to reach out and grab it and then i was sucked back into my life. It's like I was in another life. I wasnt dreaming. I was so awake. This is what kept me from going to bed so I'm not sure what it was. It had to be my imagination since that's what you have a lot of when you are a kid. When I look back on it, it still seems real. Although now I've realized not everything is what it seems. Still nothing ever seemed so real. I could never touch these things that would appear in my mind, so it had to be imagination, and when I turned the lights on it would go away most of the time. Now, when I look back on it and think of how it hasnt happened to me since I was around 6, it makes me think of the things you can think of when you are a kid.
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4 comments:
oh no! someones goin crazy, haha just kiddin, we all see monsters everyday, especially one of my bosses...i think her name's...Diane?
one time i had one of those moments and i though i was in the old school mario game.
well cant say its ever happened to me.. but i can tell why it would scare you.
Its nice to think back.
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