CONFLICT

I recently borrowed my friend Kristin's biology paper since i wasnt here on the day we did something. I didnt really have a chance to give it back to her since i had a fieldtrip the next day. i called her and told her that id give it to her tomorrow. little did i know that it would cause some kind a scene. she came up to me asking if i was just going to ignore her all day and that she needed her paper. i was going to give it to her but i kind of forgot about it. i can understand why she was angry though. usually we dont fight like that. we usually really click. we always bring ourselves back together and dont even remember we had a fight. we dont care to cause we have so much fun. im not dwelling over it or anything. she wouldnt want me to. even when we dont see each other for a long time and run into each other we start our friendship back where we left off. growing instead of collapsing.

characters in my life

I dont know if any of you have seen the movie "Mad Money"; if not then you wouldnt know what I mean when I emphasis the fact that one of the girls on there looks and acts almost exactly like my friend Kristin. Also, if you dont know my friend Kristin you wouldnt know. She's kind of out of it most of the time. Life's just there to her. When I saw this movie and how this woman is obsessed with her mp3 player I automatically thought of Kristin. If she was in my life we could go around drifting along listening to it together! It probably wouldnt be much different from being with Kristin, lol. My nanna resembles Sarah Wittle off of Jumangi. Their hair is almost the same, and so is their actions. They are both hilarious to me, and they both have this fancy thing about them. I would go to her and show her my music to calm her down if she freaked out about something. Also the kid off of school of rock that plays the guitar is a lot like my cousin Levi, that I never talk to anymore, but they have a lot in common. They talk almost exactly the same , enjoy playing the guitar, and are both quiet most of the time. We could jam together. I'd be going through life as a musical.

something big

This is something that happens a lot. I could still say that I'd want to go back and change when I didnt say no to things that I didnt want to do. I still do it a lot, but its something I really need to change. It's going to get me in more places I dont want to be. I dont enjoy being extremely nice when I dont find I should be. If I didnt give into things I think my life would be a lot easier right now. It seems I try to make everything go ok and then its all twisted around on me. I cant wait until the day that it means nothing to me to be myself. Maybe it will come when I dont even know it. I guess I try to be nice even though it doesnt seem like it. Then I'm stripped of my inner peace. I want to find my own happiness without caring what anyone thinks. Maybe whats happened wont mean as much then.